Between My Clouds & Thoughts

All the Lovers: M.A.R

2012-01-13T01:37:00.005-05:00

Inconscientemente (o quizás ni tanto) las iniciales forman lo que desearía estar presenciando y sucumbiendo en, un ''mar'' de placer.

En donde de alguno u otro modo, all the lovers son aceptados, donde nada está bien, ni tampoco nada implica que esté mal. Solo es y se da, Donde sólo se produce y conduce.
Donde las M's y las A's se pueden fusionar, mejorar y reactivar.
Desequilibrantes de las R's y de las A's donde todo se tiene que aún trabajar y enseñar.
Diferenciando aquél MAR abismal entre uno del otro, como de un océano al otro.
Las especies y contenidos que se encuentran en ambos, resultan completamente diferentes y para una sólo variante A, en algunos escenarios incluso hasta complementarios y necesarios; el resultado de lo obtenido en cada MAR, sirve para recargarse de inseguridades en donde tanto la claridad, la cantidad o la turbulencia y la tempestad le agregan un giro nuevo, un viento de egoísmo puro a su personaje.

Personaje en donde el protagonista de la novela es A, pero que sin ser MAR, no dejaría de ser o quizás sentirse mayor de la edad que se le adjudica cada Mayo.
Por más que voces ajenas y externas ''analicen'' y ''den su ojo crítico'' de la situación, nadie realmente entendería a no ser que conviviese en un universo paralelo donde se comprende que el adulto mayor te sabe llevar bien de la mano y en donde el contemporáneo acaricia grácilmente tu mano.

Los demás no pueden entender por qué y probablemente ni A puede. Solo se da, sólo se conecta, sólo sucede.
Por etapas mejora y florece, pretendiendo dar mejor y mayor cambio para algo estable, y es entonces cuando la fruta madura aparece para tentar ese MAR de inestabilidad e indecisión.

MAR ha sabido coexistir en el universo A un tiempo, pero la duda late, ¿hasta qué punto puede MAR ser sólo MAR y no pasar a ser sólo MA o AR?
En días de verano cuando MAR se acreciente y se aviva, es cuando A se turba y desearía sólo ser un M.A.R. ajeno del MAR y sólo saber; AMAR.

Por momentos se divide y distorsiona para complacer a las siglas que mejor se acomoden en A. Hoy por hoy, no hay MAR que venza a MAR, pero si seguimos el orden, la M sigue siendo aun la que viene ANTES de la R. Alfabéticamente, está incluso comprobado.
Pero A ha de recordar que la A viene incluso mucho antes de la M y de la R.

M sirve para recordar que A sabe cómo sentirse....VIVA, querida, grande aun siendo chica, ilustrada, importante, esencial, glamorosa, poderosa, sensual y excitante.
R sirve para recordarle a A que todo es libre, tierno, iluso, confuso, divertido, disparatado, frustrante, amigo y egoísta.
Quizás A, debería encontrar una mejor sigla que A para seguir sola y no depender de un MAR tan profundo como el que se va formando.

Es por aquella misma razón que se da pie a un problemático enredo el de este basto MAR.
En donde A conoce el inicio, pero como el MAR (traicionero), una nunca conoce el final.

Kylie Minogue - All The Lovers

2012-01-13T01:28:00.001-05:00

Complete lyrics: http://www.directlyrics.com/kylie-minogue-all-the-lovers-lyrics.htmlComplete lyrics: http://www.directlyrics.com/kylie-minogue-all-the-lovers-lyrics.htmlComplete lyrics: http://www.directlyrics.com/kylie-minogue-all-the-lovers-lyrics.html

Dance
It's all I wanna do, so won't you dance
I'm standing here with you, why won't you move
I'll get inside your groove 'cause I'm on fire fire fire fire

It hurts
When you get too close but baby it hurts
If love is really good you just want more
Even if it throws you to the fire fire fire fire

(Coro)
All the lovers
That have gone before
They don't compare to you
Don't be running
Just give me a little bit more
They don't compare
All the lovers

Feel
Can't you see there's so much here to feel
Deep inside in your heart, you know I'm real
Can't you see that this is really higher higher higher higher

Breathe
I know you find it hard, but baby breathe
You being next to me is all you need
And i'll take you there, I'll take you higher higher higher higher

(Coro)
All the lovers
That have gone before
They don't compare to you
Don't be running
Just give me a little bit more
They don't compare
All the lovers

Dance
It's all I wanna do, so won't you dance
I'm standing here with you, why won't you move
Even if it throws you to the fire fire fire fire...

(Coro)
All the lovers
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
That have gone before
(Before)
They don't compare
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
To you
Don't be running
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Just give me a little bit more
(More)
They don't compare
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
All the lovers

Yo soy...

2012-01-02T01:36:00.005-05:00

La chica que crea historias dentro de las historias. Porque siempre quiero un relleno más contundente que la realidad diaria.

Vivo en una fantasía colectiva en donde las historias cotidianas de otros se sumergen en ideas más seductoras para darle vida a una historia dentro de una historia que me contaron.

Hoy recordé que es algo que vengo haciendo desde hace mucho.
Esta es (quizás) la forma más intensa y narrativa que mi cerebro busca darle a las cosas.
O es también, la manera en que busco siempre de evadir la realidad, como un escudo protector.
No es mentir, es aumentar y perfeccionar.
No es inventar es proporcionarle a mi cerebro mejores maneras de entender a alguien bajo mi propia óptica.

Pero por otro lado esto también es lo que me hace esperanzarme e ilusionarme con las personas; quienes a veces, al final de cuentas no resultan ser lo que esperaba.

He de mejorar más en esta técnica mía y seguir creando historias dentro de las historias que me cuentan, pero optar porque muchas de estas, se sigan quedando conmigo.

Después de todo, el género fantasioso jamás dejará de ser parte de lo que soy.

Which is something I constantly keep on asking myself: "This can not be all there is, right?"

Este Año

2012-01-02T00:32:00.002-05:00

Quiero recordarme que YO estoy 1ero que nadie.
Que no debo hacer sacrificios por personas que realmente no valen la pena.
Que debo querer más a quienes SÍ me quieren.
Que he de tener más aguante para las cosas que serán difíciles.
Que sin importar cualquier obstáculo que se presente, tengo que sacar fuerzas de donde sea.
Que tengo que alejarme de todo aquél que me haga mal.

A desconfiar más y a decir menos.
A no entregarle mi afecto a quién no lo merece.
A no preocuparme por personas desagradecidas y aprovechadoras.
A no querer tanto a algo que no quiere ser.
A soñar más y aferrarme más a ese sueño.
A llorar por lo que y quien sea necesario.
A dejar irse a los que me decepcionen.
A seguir con firmeza mis ideas, así sean malas, solo pedirle consejo a quienes sé que sabrán darme una buena respuesta, sabia, cauta y afectuosa.
A exasperarme menos por idioteces.
A concentrarme en mi y a no dejar que nada ni nadie me deje vencer.
A crecer y aprender lo más que pueda.

Este año, no quiero que sea mi año, quiero que sea un año donde tenga paz, estabilidad y respuestas concretas.
Este año quiero soledad y temple para refleccionar las cosas que quiero para mi por venir.
Sólo espero que todo esto, no sea mucho pedir.

Cambios no uno, sino varios, porque ya es hora de lograrlos.
Cambios que para mis 25, ya tendrían que perfilarse como una meta mejor lograda.
Respira A, con esfuerzo y ganas, podrás :)

No importa si este año no es feliz, porque no siempre toca que sea así, por otro lado, que sea este un venturoso año a moi.
Let's hope I may succeed.

Sólo lo leí

2012-01-01T23:56:00.000-05:00

"Dicen que a lo largo de nuestra vida tenemos dos grandes amores; uno con el que te casas o vives para siempre, puede que el padre o la madre de tus hijos, esa persona con la que consigues la compenetración máxima para estar el resto de tu vida junto a ella… Y dicen que hay un segundo gran amor, una persona que perderas siempre. Alguien con quien naciste conectado, tan conectado que las fuerzas de la química escapan a la razón y les impedirán, siempre, alcanzar un final feliz. Hasta que cierto día dejaras de intentarlo. te rendiras y buscaras a esa otra persona que acabaras encontrando. Pero te aseguro que no pasaras una sola noche sin necesitar otro abrazo suyo, o tan siquiera discutir una vez más… Todos saben de qué estoy hablando, porque mientras estabas leyendo esto, se te ha venido su nombre a la cabeza. no libraras de él o de ella, dejaras de sufrir, conseguiras encontrar la paz (lo sustituiras por la calma), pero te aseguro que no pasará un día en que deses que estuviera aquí para perturbarlo. Porque, a veces, se desprende más energía discutiendo con alguien a quien amas que haciendo el amor con alguien a quien aprecias."

Pensamiento de conclusión: ¡Yikes, ay carajo!

My 1st Soulmate

2012-01-01T22:06:00.001-05:00

Lo más emotivo de los fines y recibimientos de un año para otro, es esperar una llamada, escuchar el timbre de la puerta, extender tus brazos o abrir tu correo y leer el mensaje de quienes más aprecias.

Si bien mi familia inmediata no guarda costumbre alguna de tales hechos; cuento siempre con mi familia por selección para recordarme que aún esa magia y ansias del cambio en el calendario anual, están ahí, gracias a ellas.
Particularmente hoy, sin ser diferente a otros años, recibí líneas muy lindas y emotivas de una de las personas que confieso a voz en cuello querer con toda fibra posible de mi ser.
No pude contenerme las lágrimas de leer tantas cosas bonitas de parte suya.
Pero por sobre todos los buenos deseos, considero que no puede haber mejor regalo ni contar con tan buena suerte de recurrentemente recibir el obsequio de alguien que quieres mucho, que con demostraciones de su afecto, su tiempo, su apoyo, su admiración, sus ánimos y su cariño incondicional.

Afortunadamente hoy me gustó mucho recibir tus palabras Cyntia. Y soy, muy afortunada de tenerte como amiga.
Lo más lindo que tengo de ti, lo llevo siempre conmigo y esa es tu amistad y unión constante.
Gracias por ser siempre my 1st chosen soulmate.
Te lo agradezco inmensamente.
Mi año empezó muy esperanzador, gracias a ti.

¡Feliz Año para ti también!

NOVEMBER 7TH - 30 Day Song Challenge

2011-12-08T17:25:00.004-05:00

Day 01 - Your Favorite Song: November

Day 02 - Your Least Favorite Song: November
Just not these days, others, this song would be ok.
Stone Temple Pilots - Plush (Video)

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 03 - A Song That Makes You Happy: November
Oh I wanna dance with somebody
I wanna feel the heat with somebody
Yeah I wanna dance with somebody
With somebody who loves me

Whitney Houston - I Wanna Dance With Somebody

30 Day Song Challenge -Day 04 - A Song That Makes You Sad: November

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 05 - A Song That Reminds You Of Someone: November
Ay...quién lo creería, Bush...te extraño, y tu sobervia cojuda también (pero muy poco)
Tom Geiger - Can One Day Change Your Life

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 06 - A Song That Reminds You Of Somewhere: November

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 07 - A Song That Reminds You Of A Certain Event: November
We ALL deserve BETTER!!!!

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 08 - A Song That You Know All The Words To: November
Alanis Morissette - Hand In My Pocket

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 09 - A Song That You Can Dance To: November
Paul McCartney - Dance Tonight ft. Natalie Portman

Y así dicen quererte

2011-11-10T11:38:00.003-05:00

Les crees más aún cuando te dicen cosas como:

''Creo que se conecta estrechamente con tu usual sensación de depresión y sentido de carencia respecto a tu vida, no, en realidad, no me parece un caso muy raro, en realidad es bastante común, sobre todo en mujeres...''

Y es ahí cuando tristemente te das cuenta, que...no eres querida, pero ni un ápice.
Es ahí cuando quieres berrear y decirle: ''Yo también me moría por ti. Pero hoy descubrí que; Eres un cojudo. Gracias por hacerme abrir los ojos.''

Opening up to

2011-11-09T02:32:00.001-05:00

Maybe to surrender lately.
I am or (at least I should) accept defeat and just lay back and quit.

I wish I'd stop being a masochist and finally learn my lesson for real.
I ought to learn maybe life isn't as it is shown in movies and series, where hope is the last thing to drop off someone's tag lines.

There is always that last resource of energy (which evidently isn't the last) when you want or hope to change someone or something, and just when you are about to give everything up, you discover there is a little light, which ends up being not so dimming and shines on its own, it is what it is commonly called, Love.

And no matter how hard you may had tried to seek for it.
No matter how far you went, nor in how many types, sizes and shapes it showed.
There is always one with which you will always remain.
And then is it when the Word Love, transforms itself into Friendship, because then only with it, you discover the true meaning of a Soulmate.

Me lo dijo Grazia

2011-11-09T01:23:00.003-05:00

"Un drama: Tener con que, tener donde, no tener con quien"

"Una comedia: Terner con quién, tener con qué, no tener donde''

''Una tragedia: Tener con quién, tener donde, no tener con que''

Confessions of a twisted mind

2011-11-08T01:00:00.004-05:00

Going straight forward tonight.
Fact.
I fucking hate that I don't have the balls to dare your freaking being.
I am completely sick of feeling nice things for a douche that has all along being taking advantage of his easy exists.
Meaning, free *S.F.T.

Ain't time for me already to get it fucking right?
Isn't there a NICE, GENUINE SOUL that would be TRUE and seek over me for just pure attraction?

Seems like NOT on this lifetime sister, that's what the fucking reality reminds me constantly.
Cool, well, let's grab the bitch by its balls, and see if I can make her pay me forward at least.
Hopefully, soon enough.

Healing Potion:
Sex
Food
Things
MUSIC
TRANCE DANCE, as if I were HIGH.
and most important of it all. FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes, tonight I am a MAD TWATTER, ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGG

2011-11-03T10:25:00.002-05:00

There are those days that you know exactly what to say.
And those where you simply know what you need to say to someone, and today, that someone needs to be insulted and disgraced in every possible way.

Today I feel more Rated R than ever, the cynisim, the indiference, and the arrogance are just part of someone I thought I know better but he has decided to become a real ARSE.

I hate the world today, and I hate it more because you are in it. IGNORING ME.
DAMN YOU!!!!!!!!

OCTOBER 6th - 30 Day Song Challenge

2011-10-31T23:57:00.000-05:00

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 01 - Your Favorite Song: October

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8BglEyv5O2Y&feature=share

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 02 - Your Least Favorite Song: October

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5lfRbCn_QuA&feature=share

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 03 - A Song That Makes You Happy: October

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74IxS6VdcN8&feature=share

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 04 - A Song That Makes You Sad: October

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J4_wXPZ1Bnk&feature=share

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 05 - A Song That Reminds You Of Someone: October

Daniel Bedingfield- If You're Not The One (Uk Version)

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 06 - A Song That Reminds You Of Somewhere: October

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CH1eZT0eY7I

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 07 - A Song That Reminds You Of A Certain Event: October

Lothlorien (Lord of the Rings)

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 08 - A Song That You Know All The Words To: October

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gl17x1L_8Kc&feature=share

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 09 - A Song That You Can Dance To: October
Carolina Romero, Cyntia Gonzales Guerra, Ana Alvarez, FÁCIL, NO???
Extraño tus falsettos con esta canción Caro

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IyYnnUcgeMc

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 10 - A Song That Makes You Fall Asleep: October
Don't get me wrong, this song makes me fall asleep, into the most tender dreams ever, cheery and hopeful dreams to go to :)

Weezer - Island In The Sun (Spike Jonze Version)

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 11 - A Song From Your Favorite Band: October

The Doors - Riders On The Storm (Music video)

www.youtube.com

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 12 - A Song From A Band You Hate: October

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WX_4FNoto4&feature=share

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 13 - A Song That Is A Guilty Pleasure: October

Justin Timberlake - I'm Lovin' It

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 14 - A Song That No One Would Expect You To Love: October
Arturo Campos, te culpo.

Usher - DJ Got Us Fallin' In Love ft. Pitbull

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 15 - A Song That Describes You: October
A triangle trying to squeeze in a circle!!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPK2FmoA1Bc&feature=share

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 16 - A Song That You Used To Love But Now Hate: October

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlZxZ2n2zpw&feature=share

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 17 - A Song That You Hear Often On The Radio: October

Vilma Palma - Auto Rojo

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 18 - A Song That You Wish You Heard On The Radio: October

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-zUgiKPzt8&feature=share

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 19 - A Song From Your Favorite Album: October

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q0G-c4QDMzU

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 20 - A Song That You Listen To When You’re Angry: October

Incubus - Megalomaniac

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 21 - A Song That You Listen To When You’re Happy: October

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cG8Kf1iB7eI

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 22 - A Song That You Listen To When You’re Sad: October

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h6KYAVn8ons

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 23 - A Song That You Want To Play At Your Wedding: October

Shania Twain - From This Moment On

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 24 - A Song That You Want To Play At Your Funeral: October

The Mystic Dream (Avalon) - LOREENA McKENNITT - music4peace

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 25 - A Song That Makes You Laugh: October

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pJOQiqRIpRM&feature=share

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 27 - A Song That You Wish You Could Play: October

Zelda-Song Of Storms

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 29 - A Song From Your Childhood: October

Intro To Nickalodeon's DOUG

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 30 - Your Favorite Song At This Time Last Year: October
WHAT IS THIS!!!!?????????

What's this????

Poder ''Tenerte''

2011-10-28T01:18:00.004-05:00

Descubro mis días menos solitarios, más esperanzadores que otros en donde veo todo gris y lúgubre.

Queriendo a otras personas que me eran antes ajenas, dándome cuenta que hay quienes puedo comenzar a querer y luego de saberlo, sentirlo y reprimir esos momentos en donde le pido a mi cerebro que deje de velar por tus recuerdos, momentos en donde sé que estoy creciendo lejos de ti y lejos de todo lo que quisiera a tu lado.

Hoy tengo más amigos que antes y los estoy aprendiendo a querer más que antes. Estoy soñando con querer un futuro tan dulce como el que ellos tienen con alguien a quien quieren.
Tal y como yo quisiera quererte.

Todos perdemos, todos ganamos, todos queremos, todos tenemos a ese alguien.
Todos pierden algo preciado y despiertan para saber que a pesar de la tempestad, tienen mucha paz a su lado, dándoles el amor que necesitan para seguir adelante. Todos ganan a el que desean a su lado, por más chico que se pueda ser o por más lejos que se pueda estar, todos queremos tener al objeto de nuestro deseo y hacemos lo posible por mantenerlo, todos tenemos a ese alguien por quién querer tener un cliché llamado ''historia de amor'' que sea romántica o no, lo que importa es que sea tuya.

Hoy vi 4 diferentes tipos de amor, y me gustó todo lo que vi.
Chicos que demuestran realmente querer a quienes tienen y valorar mucho lo que ellas hacen o harían por ellos, porque en sí, saben y han aprendido a querer.

Proceso todo y pienso. ¿Podré yo algún día...procesar como alguno de ellos?
¡Quién como ellos!
Pareciera que lo tienen todo ya claro y visionado.

Desearía poder si quiera estar algo cerca de ello.
Desearía si quiera poder tener lo hermoso que tienen al lado de alguien especial.
Desearía poder saber que tengo algo.
Y que ese algo fueses tú.

Desearía poder ''tenerte''
Tal y como otros se tienen los unos a los otros.
Pero por más patético que parezca, sé que al menos, puedo vivir con la idea de que tengo muchos recuerdos bellos de mí a tu lado.

Poder ''Tenerte'' no será una realidad; pero Poder Tenerte en mi mente y querer, si lo es.
Sería bonito que lo supieses, hoy, a voz en cuello quisiera que sepas que me muero por ''Tenerte''.

SEPTEMBER: 5th 30 -DAY - SONG - CHALLENGE

2011-09-30T23:55:00.002-05:00

‎30 Day Song Challenge - Day 01 - Your Favorite Song: September

Zero 7 "Destiny"

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 02 - Your Least Favorite Song: September

Rake It In - iTunes Festival

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 03 - A Song That Makes You Happy: September

Earth, Wind & Fire - September (Video clip)

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 04 - A Song That Makes You Sad: September

Simply Red - If You Don't Know Me By Now

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 05 - A Song That Reminds You Of Someone: September

The Human League - Don't You Want Me

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 06 - A Song That Reminds You Of Somewhere: September

ATB - Feel Alive (Official Video HD)

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 07 - A Song That Reminds You Of A Certain Event: September

Foreigner - Say You Will [HQ]

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 08 - A Song That You Know All The Words To: September

Toto - Pamela (HQ Audio)

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 09 - A Song That You Can Dance To: September

New Order - Blue Monday (Freemasons Remix)

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 10 - A Song That Makes You Fall Asleep: September

Orleya - Two Lights - Under The Sun

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 11 - A Song From A Band You Love: September

Journey - Separate Ways (Worlds Apart)

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 12 - A Song From A Band You Hate: September

Extreme - More Than Words

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 15 - A Song That Describes You: September
Because today I NEED Day 15th, later the 13th will come.

Fiona Apple - The First Taste

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 14 - A Song That No One Would Expect You To Love: September

Marvin Gaye - Got To Give It Up (Soul Train Appearance)

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 13 - A Song That Is A Guilty Pleasure: September

YouTube - Broadcast Yourself.

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 16 - A Song That You Used To Love But Now Hate: September

Porque....faltan Carolina Romero y Cyntia Gonzales Guerra para compartirla.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DksSPZTZES0&feature=share

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 17 - A Song That You Hear Often On The Radio: September

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fLexgOxsZu0&feature=share

www.youtube.com

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 18 - A Song That You Wish You Heard On The Radio:September

The Naked And Famous - Girls Like You

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 19 - A Song From Your Favorite Album: September

Coldplay - A Rush Of Blood To The Head (Live 2003)

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 20 - A Song That You Listen To When You’re Angry: September

Booty Luv - Say It (Official UK Version) (Out NOW)

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 21 - A Song That You Listen To When You’re Happy: September

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ub36ffWAqgQ&feature=share

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 22 - A Song That You Listen To When You’re Sad: September

Kings Of Convenience - Cayman Islands

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 23 - A Song That You Want To Play At Your Wedding: September

Father of the Bride

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 24 - A Song That You Want To Play At Your Funeral: September

10. Motion Picture Soundtrack

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 25 - A Song That Makes You Laugh: September
Carolina Romero, Ana Alvarez, Cyntia Gonzales Guerra, Adriana Rodriguez Riva, Mayra Akari, Ana Elizabeth Perales Zegarra
I know you know the moves, coz' I do, ha!

Bloodhound Gang - The Bad Touch

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 26 - A Song That You Can Play On An Instrument: September

Zelda Ocarina Of Time - Song Of Time

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 26 - A Song That You Wish You Could Play: September

Les Choristes Caresse sur l'océan (au palais des Congres)

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 28 - A Song That Makes You Feel Guilty: September

Lenny Kravitz - I'll Be Waiting

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 29 - A Song From Your Childhood: September

Sound of Music - The lonely goatherd

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 30 - Your Favorite Song At This Time Last Year: September

Dash Berlin - Till The Sky Falls Down (Official Music Video)

Bittersweet September 13.11.1

2011-09-13T00:45:00.003-05:00

Tan fácil podría ser sólo decirle:
- ''Hey, hoy simplemente quiero decirte que....te extraño y quiero besarte'' y si él preguntase,
- ''¿por qué?'', la respuesta sencilla y sincera sería:
- ''porque te quiero a ti y quiero todo lo lindo que se siente cada vez que te beso, todo lo esperanzador que se siente besar tus labios así sean unos instantes, todo lo dulce que puede ser respirar tu aliento y gracioso sentir tu lengua alcanzar la punta de la mía, lo enternecedor que me parece verte dormir profundamente y lo hermoso que es poder despertar y que sigas ahí, protegiéndome a tu lado''

Si tan sólo fuese así de fácil, pero hoy por hoy, no lo es, ni lo será.
Porque esa ilusión, se da en partículas que no forman un conjunto homogenio para tener toda la pieza completa.
Hoy no es, pero cuanto desearía que esa vaga idea si quiera hoy pudiese ser...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=epjb4HmDgWI&feature=related

Bittersweet September

2011-09-13T00:04:00.002-05:00

~ A
I'm so fucking messed up
~ A
NO SEAS TAN DURA CONTIGO
~ A
Quiero finalmente besar a alguien que me quiera!
Es tanto pedir eso?
Cuesta tanto?
~ A
NO, NO CUESTA TANTO
~ A
La gran mayoría de las chicas de mi prom ya estan engaged o por tener hijos y ya casadas, sin haber metido la pata
~ A
en que difieres TÚ ??
~ A
Me pongo a pensar, estoy tan lejos de todo eso
Bfless
Loveless
Careless
Carreer less
Unfulfilled less
Incomplete
Major Weirdo
Creo que ya me estoy cansando de mentirme por partículas de cariño

AUGUST: 4th 30 -DAY - SONG - CHALLENGE

2011-08-30T22:33:00.000-05:00

Day 01 - Your Favorite Song: August

Madonna - Frozen - Official Music Video HD

Day 03 - A Song That Makes You Happy: August

Paul Simon - You can call me Al

Day 04 - A Song That Makes You Sad: August

Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got You

Day 05 - A Song That Reminds You Of Someone: August

En Remolinos - Soda Stereo

Day 06 - A Song That Reminds You Of Somewhere: August

The Radio Dept. - Where Damage Isn't Already Done

Day 07 - A Song That Reminds You Of A Certain Event: August

Pure Reason Revolution - Amor Vincit Omnia ( AVO )

Day 08 - A Song That You Know All The Words To: August

Richard Marx ♫ Angelia ♫

Day 09 - A Song That You Can Dance To: August

The Jam - Town Called Malice

Day 10 - A Song That Makes You Fall Asleep: August

You Could Be Happy - Snow Patrol

Day 11 - A Song From Your Favorite Band : August

Shh - Frou Frou

Day 12 - A Song From A Band You Hate: August

Panic! At The Disco: I Write Sins Not Tragedies [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

Day 13 - A Song That Is A Guilty Pleasure: August

Justin Timberlake - What Goes Around...Comes Around

Day 14 - A Song That No One Would Expect You To Love: August

Kashmir - Surfing The Warm Industry

Day 15 - A Song That Describes You: August

[HD] Ellie Goulding - 03.This Love (Will Be Your Downfall) - iTunes Festival (8th July 2010)

Day 16 - A Song That You Used To Love But Now Hate: August

Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication [Official Music Video]

Day 17 - A Song That You Hear Often On The Radio: August

Queen - I Want To Break Free (High Quality)

Day 18 - A Song That You Wish You Heard On The Radio: August

Battles - Tonto (Official Video) {HD 720p}

Day 19 - A Song From Your Favorite Album: August

Sting - Englishman In New York

Day 20 - A Song That You Listen To When You’re Angry: August

Linkin Park - One Step Closer (Video)

Day 21 - A Song That You Listen To When You’re Happy: August

Laura Pausini - La Mia Risposta (Traducción en español)

Day 22 - A Song That You Listen To When You’re Sad: August

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Day 23 - A Song That You Want To Play At Your Wedding: August

(Today I met) The Boy I'm Gonna Marry

Day 24 - A Song That You Want To Play At Your Funeral: August

Yanni - Nostalgia (HD)

Day 25 - A Song That Makes You Laugh: August

Single Ladies - Glee - Music Video

Day 26 - A Song That You Can Play On An Instrument: August

Ocarina of Time - Impa and Zelda's Lullaby

Day 27 - A Song That You Wish You Could Play: August

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWrxs2RDNRU&feature=share

Day 28 - A Song That Makes You Feel Guilty: August

Roxette - You Don't Understand Me

Day 29 - A Song From Your Childhood: August

Far Longer Than Forever - English

Day 30 - Your Favorite Song At This Time Last Year: August

Sarah McLachlan - Fear [live] [HD]

Tina SIN Tino

2011-08-29T21:58:00.005-05:00

Dado a que uno siempre circula en un medio en donde siempre da a parar con una TINA, por más que se intente evitar a este tipo de personas como TINA, sabemos de su existencia y cuando nos toca ser parte de su falta de TINO, es cuando preferimos repeler a TINA.

Pues dio un día de aquellos, en donde lidiando con TINA como es usual, sólo dejando que suela hacer o comentar cosas más DESATINADAS como le es usual.
Llegó el momento en que fuimos parte de los comentarios de TINA, en donde descubrimos y nos damos cuenta que debemos alejarnos y dejar que TINA entienda las indirectas en donde realmente queremos evitarla.
Ya que, gracias a que TINA absorbe nuestras vivencias por la carencia de las suyas, suelta algo muy tuyo de manera DESATINADA y descubres la ira y vergüenza repentinamente.
Y es entonces cuando te dices: "Carajo, a TINA, cuanta falta le hace tener TINO, o al menos un TINO, para que deje TINA de tener falta de TINO, mejor echo vuelo lo más lejos posible''

El problema viene cuando TINA no entiende las indirectas y resultado de sus DESATINADOS comentarios, la grandiosa enredadera en la que ahora estás metida, es gracias a ella.

Para todas aquellas personas que hemos sido víctimas de una TINA SIN TINO.
Me solidarizo.
También me tocó una de esas.

Aguante. Y a mal tiempo, buena cara.
Y si lo analizamos un poco, gracias a personas como TINA, aprendemos a cerrar más la boca con lo nuestro y a desconfiar más del juicio de otros.

No Puede Admitir Cuanto

2011-08-24T12:40:00.006-05:00

1 año y poco más.
¿Cuanto tiempo más puede tomarle a una persona sentir por otra?
¿Cuantas "pruebas, sacrificios y / o consentimientos" después son suficientes para probar tu querer por esa persona?
¿Cuantas de estas "pruebas" demuestran tu auténtica fidelidad?
¿Cuanto más tiempo te puede tomar admitir que quieres y te preocupas por alguien antes extraño a tu entorno?
¿Cuanto toma saber que ya estás hecho?
¿Cuanto más toma saber que tanto puedes permitirte querer a alguien?
¿Cuanto del cuanto hay que esperar por esa admisión del cuanto se permite el otro quererte?
¿Cuanto más...?

"Normal"

2011-08-24T08:02:00.003-05:00

And the small talk came from nowhere truly especial and he sat and said
- "If I had to describe you, I'd say you're WEIRD"
- "WEIRD...Well....that's one way of putting it...Thanks?"
- "Of course, you are WEIRD, with capital letters girl, you are the major symbol of weirdness, you surely know that by now"
- "As a matter of fact, definition of ''normal'' in this world, isn't quite easy to perceive, right?''
- "Maybe for you, but for me, you exude "weirdness" all around you, you are WEIRD face it"
- "Ok, thanks"
- "But weird in a good way, "normal" is common and you certainly are no common person, take it as a compliment"
- "I'll try to"
- "Then again, your answer reveals weirdness even in your speech"
- "Well, thanks for still pointing that out"
- "I like you not being "normal" if you were, probably...."
- "Probably what...?"
- "Probably you wouldn't be weird, nor especial, nor attractive nor mysterious for so many of us....weird girl"
- "But...."
- "Keep it that way and embrace it, it suits you just fine"
- "Thanks, I guess"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FS_EtP1aPb0&feature=related

JULY: 3rd 30 -DAY - SONG - CHALLENGE

2011-07-31T22:08:00.001-05:00

Day 01 - Your Favorite Song: July

dZihan and Kamien - Homebase

Day 02 - Your Least Favorite Song: July

Korn - Got The Life

Day 03 - A Song That Makes You Happy: July

Chantal Kreviazuk - Time

Day 04 - A Song That Makes You Sad: July

Coldplay - Trouble

Day 05 - A Song That Reminds You Of Someone: July

The Sea And Cake - Sound & Vision

Day 06 - A Song That Reminds You Of Somewhere: July

Death Cab for Cutie - Soul Meets Body (video)

Day 07 - A Song That Reminds You Of A Certain Event: July

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ts2DXY0zfLs&feature=share

Day 08 - A Song That You Know All The Words To: July

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gl17x1L_8Kc&feature=share

Day 09 - A Song That You Can Dance To: July

Rockafeller Skank by Fatboy Slim (High res / Official video).mp4

Day 10 - A Song That Makes You Fall Asleep: July

Final Fantasy IV OST - Illusionary World ~ Land of Summons Theme

Day 11 - A Song From Your Favorite Band: July

Fleetwood mac - Little lies

Day 12 - A Song From A Band You Hate: July

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

Day 13 - A Song That Is A Guilty Pleasure: July
Carolina Romero I know you love him, it must be our one time biggest Guiltiest Pleasures ever.

Eminem feat. Justin Timberlake - My Love (Remix)

Day 14 - A Song That No One Would Expect You To Love: July

Bob Welch - Sentimental Lady

Day 15 - A Song That Describes You: July

Sia - Breathe Me (Live At London Roundhouse)

day 17 - A Song That You Hear Often On The Radio: July

Travie McCoy: Billionaire ft. Bruno Mars [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

Day 18 - A Song That You Wish You Heard On The Radio: July

George Michael - Freedom! '90

Day 19 - A Song From Your Favorite Album: July

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OEcBz6VtyDg&feature=share

Day 20 - A Song That You Listen To When You’re Angry: July

Alanis Morissette - You Oughta Know (Video)

Day 21 - A Song That You Listen To When You’re Happy: July

Janet Jackson - Someone to call my lover

Day 22 - A Song That You Listen To When You’re Sad: July

Joe Jackson - Breaking Us In Two

Day 23 - A Song That You Want To Play At Your Wedding: July

Kenny Loggins - For The First Time

Day 24 - A Song That You Want To Play At Your Funeral: July

Josh Groban - To Where You Are

Day 25 - A Song That Makes You Laugh: July
Kathia Carrillo Yo sé que te reirás por el ''true'' Meaning, ja xD

MC Hammer - U Can't Touch This

Day 27 - A Song That You Wish You Could Play: July

Julie London - Fly me to the moon

Day 28 - A Song That Makes You Feel Guilty: July

Anyone Else But You - Michael Cera and Ellen Page

Day 29 - A Song From Your Childhood: July

Colors of the Wind

Day 30 - Your Favorite Song At This Time Last Year: July

Kings Of Leon - Use Somebody

JUNE: 2nd 30 -DAY - SONG - CHALLENGE

2011-07-01T00:20:00.002-05:00

Day 01 - Your favorite song:
Carole King “Been To Canaan” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dxSmsGJ1b28&feature=share

Day 02 - Your least favorite song: Plain Stupid, really.
Britney Spears “Lucky” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vvBAONkYwI&feature=share

Day 03 - A song that makes you happy
Sophie Ellis-Bextor “Music Gets The Best of Me” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A29sPHhnHcw&feature=share

Day 04 - A song that makes you sad:
Adele ''Turning Tables'' - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9KR_oho8a8&feature=share

Day 05 - A song that reminds you of someone:
Ian Brown “F.E.A.R.” - http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3Df9wue5sCpuM%26feature%3Dshare&h=HAQBXR8Ix

Day 06 - A song that reminds you of somewhere:
Cocteau Twins “Fifty - Fifty Clown” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RgkUZofiND4&feature=share

Day 07 - A song that reminds you of a certain event:
ATB “Feel Alive” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zJy8J9Hpw94&feature=share

Day 08 - A song that you know all the words to:
Disney’s Aladdin “Prince Ali” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jQcBR9kVO64&feature=share

Day 09 - A song that you can dance to:
David Guetta ft. Kelly Rowland “When Love Takes Over” (pero la versión Electro Extended Club Mix) - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zudbz4hOcbc&feature=share

Day 10 - A song that makes you fall asleep :
Hôtel Costes “Ambrosia” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmBZSeOxvsw&feature=share

Day 11 - A song from your favorite band:
Frou Frou“Let Go” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgcIpKL86Jk&feature=share

Day 13 - A song that is a guilty pleasure:
Justin Timberlake “Rock your Body” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TSVHoHyErBQ&feature=share

Day 14 - A song that no one would expect you to love:
Katy Perry “Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F)” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlyXNRrsk4A&feature=share

Day 15 - A song that describes you:
Beto Cuevas “Hablame” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n4fDuCOa0jg&feature=share

Day 16 - A song that you used to love but now hate:
Armin van Buuren “Sail” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Setnx9fFu-A&feature=share

Day 17 - A song that you hear often on the radio:
t.A.T.u “All The Things She Said” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mGBaXPlri8&feature=share

Day 18 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio:
Marlena Shaw "Let's Wade in the Water" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7gWB9KfBgs&feature=share

Day 19 - A song from your favorite album:
Rachel Portman “The Lake House” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNneiPJq4m8&feature=share

Day 20 - A song that you listen to when you’re angry:
Pearl Jam “Do The Evolution” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aDaOgu2CQtI&feature=share

Day 21 - A song that you listen to when you’re happy:
Mylo “In My Arms” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SoaTea06mG4&feature=share

Day 22 - A song that you listen to when you’re sad:
Hélene Segara “Je rêve” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S6fwtRsGbJQ&feature=share

Day 23 - A song that you want to play at your wedding:
Etta James “At Last” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Q2rZb7E0EY&feature=share

Day 24 - A song that you want to play at your funeral:
No-Man “Ives” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHvsXun5Ynw&feature=share

Day 25 - A song that makes you laugh:
Christina Aguilera, Lil' Kim, Mya & Pink ft. Missy Elliot “Lady Marmalade” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQa7SvVCdZk&feature=share

Day 26 - A song that makes you laugh:
Sarah Hale "Mary Had a Little Lamb" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z9GzU50AQcc

Day 27 - A song that you wish you could play:
Thomas Newman "Quilting Theme" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PNIiPBsnftI

Day 28 - A song that makes you feel guilty:
Laura Pausini “Stanotte stai con me” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ji0zrBKnTLM&feature=share

Day 29 - A song from your childhood:
Disney’s The Little Mermaid: “Kiss the Girl” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9QrKiod8rXM&feature=share

Day 30 - Your favorite song at this time last year:
Imogen Heap “Canvas” - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=csrQgWBgfo8&feature=share

Adele performs 'Turning Tables' on QTV

2011-06-02T02:02:00.001-05:00

Close enough to start a war
All that I have is on the floor
God only knows what we're fighting for
All that I say, you always say more

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb I can't breathe

So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me
No, I won't ask you, you to just desert me
I can't give you what you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables

Under haunted skies I see you
Where love is lost your ghost is found
I braved a hundred storms to leave you
As hard as you try, no, I will never be knocked down

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb I can't breathe

So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won't ask you, you to just desert me
I can't give you what you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
Turning tables

Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
When the thunder calls for me
Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
Standing on my own two feet

I won't let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won't ask you, you to just desert me
I can't give you, what you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables
Turning tables, yeah
Turning, oh

Autumn has been falling 63 days ago

2011-06-01T17:40:00.006-05:00

Fall's / Autumn Story
You are still lost.
I am growing mad.
We can reach without seeing each other.

And it has almost been 63 days without your face near mine.
And it had almost been 63 days without your embraces.
And it has been almost 63 days without your smile.
And it has been almost 63 days without your looks.
And it has been almost 63 days without your hands against mine.
And it has been almost 63 days without your smell.
And it has been almost 63 days without your words playing with mine.
And it has been almost 63 days without your soul.
And it has been almost 63 days without your body next to mine.
And it has been almost 63 days without your voice at my ears.
And it has been almost 63 days without your music.
And it has been almost 63 days without your singing.
And it has been almost 63 days without your headlocks.
And it has been almost 63 days without your games.
And it has been almost 63 days without your neck to breathe.
And it has been almost 63 days without your soft touches.

And it has been almost 63 days without your treats.
And it has been almost 63 days without your fingertips.
And it has been almost 63 days without your lungs.
And it has been almost 63 days without your body sounds.
And it has been almost 63 days without your heartbeat beating next to mine.
And it has been almost 63 days without your synchronicity.
And it has been almost 63 days without your magic.
And it has been almost 63 days without your tickles.
And it has been almost 63 days without your loving words.
And it has been almost 63 days without your insanity.
And it has been almost 63 days without your presence wondering around.
And it has been almost 63 days without your moves.
And it has been almost 63 days without your tongue exploring for more.
And it has been almost 63 days without your lips upon mine.
And it has been almost 63 days without your love making.
And it has been almost 63 days without your thrusting in me.
And it has been almost 63 days without your fantasies.
And it has been almost 63 days without your invitations to hell.
And it has been almost 63 days without your lusty mind.
And it has been almost 63 days without your heat.
And it has been almost 63 days without your nervous talks.
And it has been almost 63 days without your wildest dreams.
And it has been almost 63 days without your desires.
And it has been almost 63 days without your chilled out comings.
And it has been almost 63 days without your pleasure.
And it has been almost 63 days without your warm ups.
And it has been almost 63 days without your trance playing along.
And it has been almost 63 days without your eyes.
And it has been almost 63 days without your innovation.
And it has been almost 63 days without your worries.
And it has been almost 63 days without your health.
And it has been almost 63 days without your dangerous games.
And it has been almost 63 days without your home base.
And it has been almost 63 days without your islands.
And it has been almost 63 days without your pictures in my unease mind.
And it has been almost 63 days without your updates.
And it has been almost 63 days without your teachings.
And it has been almost 63 days without your shows.
And it has been almost 63 days without your comforting talks.
And it has been almost 63 days without your guidance.
And it has been almost 63 days without your needs.
And it has been almost 63 days without your everlasting water.
And it has been almost 63 days without your looking in me.
And it has been almost 63 days without your piercing body.
And it has been almost 63 days without your tattooed markings to my soul.
And it has been almost 63 days without your trust.
And it has been almost 63 days without your doings making feel a complete woman.

I can't help but feeling alone, so alone and lost without you near me, telling me you care for me, and our eyes are telling each other we love one another no matter what.
And I can't help to worry about you, nor dream about seeing you, to hold you tight and near, to hear your heart against mine, and let the world stop if it wants to.

No matter how confused or troubled I may be, I remember you all the time.
My last thoughts of the day are always addressed to you.
I don't ever want to let you go.
I'll follow your memories as vivid as possible.
Because even if autumn is already falling and so am I.
I won't help to think about you.

And even if winter is coming.
I'll keep your thoughts warmer deep inside mine.
Until I get to see you again.
I'll keep waiting, no matter how long or cold it gets to be.
I truly miss you. I swear it will always be you, regardless what stumbles upon. I will always hold you near within deep me. You ought to know.

En Mayo Aprendí

2011-06-01T01:23:00.002-05:00

Que este año soy Jack Bauer.
Que puedo extrañar mucho a alguien.
Que puedo amar sin decirlo.
Que puedo insultar sin censura.
Que sé en quienes y en quienes no contar.
Que sé reconocer qué y quién me hacen feliz/infeliz.
Que descubro a pocos lo que quiero.

Que muestro interés nuevamente por algo escondido.
Que puedo querer y callar.
Que tengo que respetar hasta la inmundicia.
Que puedo odiar y rabiar.
Que puedo desearle la muerte a alguien.
Que puedo exiliarme.
Que puedo y quiero olvidar.
Que puedo llorar en silencio.

Que puedo confiar en pocos.
Que puedo eliminarme.
Que puedo desaparecer.
Que puedo competir.
Que puedo sentirme más vacía de lo usual.
Que puedo cambiar de forma.
Que puedo no pensar en lo que tengo en frente.
Que puedo limpiar huellas.
Que puedo proteger.

Que puedo accionar.
Que puedo causar desastres.
Que puedo rendirme.
Que puedo ceder.
Que puedo caer aún más.
Que puedo alejarte aún y así, mucho más.
Que puedo ser un iceberg y a la vez quemar.
Que ser más, también es ser menos.
Que envejecer no es sinónimo de madurez.
Que querer persistir también conlleva a desistir.

Que no me saben mentir.
Que también puedo fingir.
Que también puedo inventar.
Que puedo dar mi vida por aquél a quién no escogí amar.
Que toda selección no es necesariamente tuya.
Que puedes temer.
Que puedes frustrar.
Que puedes irte sin dar razón de ti.
Que puedes preocupar.
Que puedo crecer y perecer aun siendo joven.

Que sé que aún puedo y deseo siempre poder más.

¿Qué más podré aprender?

Explosions in the Sky - It's Natural to Be Afraid

2011-05-31T21:14:00.003-05:00

We played and began with Explosions in the Sky and else.
When we got to the Birth and the Death of the Day it was all strange somehow.
By Welcome Ghosts, I was still holding back from afar and near.
I kept testing the moment, himself and I. But discovered it was him calling me in.
Still afraid, it was natural that It's Natural to Be Afraid came in, because part of me was.
Even though I knew him, well, so to speak.
I kept testing, cautious, afraid, exhaling, containing, holding.
Until things got out of hand.
And the outraging impulse came from within. At 9:26, the sleeping dragon woke up to play on with the tamed dragon.

And yet again, it felt as it's natural to be afraid.
Again not knowing where to stand, it just happened, still being afraid.

Somehow, something inside tells me, he knows and everything is becoming long gone fonder of a greater distance, of cold among my being and an automatic self that let's in to what ever comes in. And that is something that it's natural to be afraid of.
9:26

My 24 cold feet

2011-05-06T17:08:00.001-05:00

I talked.
I called.
I provoked.
I got ready.
I lied.
I called.
I got there.
I walked.
I talked.
I quiff.
I opened.
I saw.
I waited.
He texted.
I answered.
He watched.
We talked.
We played.
I thanked.
We kissed.
We shared.
We looked.
We peeked.
We undressed.
We got in.
We laid back.
I missed.
I wished.
He lasted.
I sighed.
He pulled me in.
We checked.
We sweated.
We moaned.
We bite.
We caress.
We inhaled.
We reached.
We surrendered.
We laid.
We kissed.
We thanked.
We talked.
I drank.
He played.
He shot.
He took.
He got near.
He had cold feet.
I froze.
He froze me all.
He hugged.
We played.
He want far off, even being near.
He dreamed.
He breathed.
He inhaled.
He snored.
I waited.
I froze.
I went away.
I felt alone.
I suddenly slept.
I felt cold.
I woke up.
I brushed.
I got in alone again.
I answered.
I talked.
I wrote.
I checked.
I thanked.
I felt cold.
He woke up.
He talked.
He brushed.
We talked.
We slept.
We talked.
We slept.
I felt cold.
I woke up.
He answered.
He talked.
We got near.
We hugged.
He played.
He hugged me.
He drove me nearer.
He kissed wide open.
He asked.
I answered.
I asked.
He replied.
He got in.
I sighed.
We touched.
We breathed.
I moaned.
He changed.
He glanced.
He played.
He learned.
I giggled.
He laughed.
He exhaled.
We kissed.
He went further.
We were together but not.
We were touching but not.
We played.
I couldn't feel.
He couldn't reach.
He tried.
I tried.
I wondered.
I wished he'd be...
He got tired.
He stopped.
I was confused.
We talked.
He said it.
I denied.
I blamed.
I kept it to myself.
He went away.
I went away.
I hurried.
We kissed.
We thanked.
We walked.
We sat.
We talked.
We kissed.
We waved.
I ran.
I felt empty and cold.
I reached.
I taught.
I thanked.
I watched.
I ate.
I called.
I wrote.
He answered.
I waited.
I went back.
I waited.
And waited in vain.
He didn't reply.
I was sadder than ever.
I wanted.
But it never happened.

And I'll still be waiting.

MAY: 1st 30 - DAY - SONG - CHALLENGE

2011-05-01T23:11:00.001-05:00

Day 01 - Your favorite song:

Carole King “It’s Too Late” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kSep7QJXKlE)

Day 02 - Your least favorite song:

Marisol “Ojalá que te vaya bien” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UpB2NB1GVpE)

Day 03 - A song that makes you happy:

George Harrison “Here Comes the Sun” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Y1wSvfrfYw)

Day 04 - A song that makes you sad:

Burt Bucharach “One less bell to answer / A House is not a home” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99cCk3KtBNU)

Day 05 - A song that reminds you of someone:

Athlete “Changes” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EmDZI_IgRtE)

Day 06 - A song that reminds you of somewhere:

Los Prisioneros “Tren al sur” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9DcJaW9m_M)

Day 07 - A song that reminds you of a certain event:

Pure Reason Revolution “Goshen’s Remains” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qRu63J4NfeA)

Day 08 - A song that you know all the words to:

Disney’s The Little Mermaid “´Part of your World” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGoXtSw0Ias)

Day 09 - A song that you can dance to:

Daft Punk “One More Time” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FGBhQbmPwH8)

Day 10 - A song that makes you fall asleep :

Kate Havnevik “Se Meg” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_w0K9y_SKPs)

Day 11 - A song from your favorite band:

Chicane “Saltwater” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9u6jKV9TPLc)

Day 12 - A song from a band you hate:

Daddy Yankee “Gasolina” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qGKrc3A6HHM)

Day 13 - A song that is a guilty pleasure:

Justin Bieber “Somebody to love” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SOI4OF7iIr4)

Day 14 - A song that no one would expect you to love:

Culture Club “Do you really wanna hurt me” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2nXGPZaTKik)

Day 15 - A song that describes you:

Roisín Murphy “Let Me Know” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Esw81LDdeck)

Day 16 - A song that you used to love but now hate:

Shakira “Ojos Asi” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tkhPh-jpK0A)

Day 17 - A song that you hear often on the radio:

Coldplay “Clocks” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5KkWGy7W3_o)

Day 18 - A song that you wish you heard on the radio:

Aretha Franklin “R.E.S.P.E.C.T” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_DZ3_obMXwU)

Day 19 - A song from your favorite album:

Sade “Cherish the Day” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pKhfoKOTwZY)

Day 20 - A song that you listen to when you’re angry:

Limp Bizkit “Break Stuff” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpUYjpKg9KY)

Day 21 - A song that you listen to when you’re happy:

Counting Crows ft. Vanessa Carlton “Big Yellow Taxi” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tvtJPs8IDgU)

Day 22 - A song that you listen to when you’re sad:

Mandalay “It’s Enough Now” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iyIkrIGnjHI)

Day 23 - A song that you want to play at your wedding:

Barry White “Can’t Get Enough of your love babe” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x0I6mhZ5wMw)

Day 24 - A song that you want to play at your funeral:

Sigur Rós “Starálfur” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rltDyTu8rV4)

Day 25 - A song that makes you laugh:

Spice Girls “Who Do You Think You Are” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YriinrRGug)

Day 26 - A song that you can play on an instrument:

Beethoven "Ode to Joy" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5rbfnqlqbA)

Day 27 - A song that you wish you could play:

Thomas Newman The Horse Whisperer Soundtrack “The Voice of God” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NmTtZ02Ltwc)

Day 28 - A song that makes you feel guilty:

Tracey Thorn “Falling of the log” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyC8oK3xFck)

Day 29 - A song from your childhood:

Disney’s Beauty & The Beast: “Belle” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IltAsKmVroQ)

Day 30 - your favorite song at this time last year:

Florence & The Machine “Howl” (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtXc9h2nki8)

That last kiss...

2011-04-14T02:22:00.001-05:00

One of the many things I wonder is when can a person know or foresee a kiss coming.
How can you ever know for sure you'll give the 1st to an unknown person that will then become something more because of a kiss?
How can you ever know you will be giving that one last kiss to that same person?
How does it start, and how does it end?

The unique sensation of soft faux as suede or silky smoothly mix of lips and warmth of mouths playing and opening the doors to exuding and untold desire, is simply magical. It is as if the whole body understood the unspoken language, those codes that near someone else's body are automatically decoded.

Kissing someone can be really special whenever this person makes you feel like touching the sky whenever his lips come near you, or whenever a soft whisper in your ears makes you shiver from head to toes and whenever that shiver becomes a growing tickle inside your stomach, then is when burning desire starts.

Would it be wrong if I say I miss all that?
Can we just go back?
I still wish many kisses to come from your side, could I?
Am I allowed to ask for a few more?
I wish it wouldn't be true, but maybe it is my time to get that, that last time I saw you meant to be our last kiss.

Pure Reason Revolution - AVO - live in Berlin 2011

2011-04-12T09:27:00.000-05:00

Did you feel loved?
You're dead like one of us
It kills real love
Like one of us
Avalon, Avalon

Did you feel love, did you ever burn Avalon and taste the real blood
Did you feel enough ever know, ever know?

Amor, amor vincit omnia

I'll never let anything or anyone come between us.
Never let anything or anyone, no.

Stand as you know, can't hide forsaken.

I can also play this game!

2011-04-03T17:15:00.007-05:00

1st of all, it's not like I wanted ______ for real.
I get rejection, been there, done there too.

The modus operandi these days is trying to get bait, tempt it and then once you get what you wanted, once it's caught, dismiss it; after having taken it from the water, from the safety place it used to be home for it, take out as much air from its lungs in order to feel superior, take advantage or mock a theory, either to yourself or someone else.
At 1st they want it all, they use every possible mechanism to deceive and seem ''nice or friendly'' to the target, and when the bait has already been caught in their net, they play the prick and spoiled card on you, because you're no longer the object of their desire, you're just..."the easy thing that fell for them", ''the crazy stalker that is after me'', ''the girl that has hallucinations with me''. After the bait has already got interested in, they pretend not to read your messages, nor your emails, they play the ''ignoring card'' on the bait and pretend as if nothing ever happened. As if everything had been product of your wild very wild and twisted imagination.

On day like today, after waiting for some sort of ''manly'' answer from their side. I can only proof to myself that men are pricks (not all of them, of course) but, at least, the ones I've met lately, ended up being so. And to them I have a few things to say.

1) Fuck off
2) Be true to yourselves, and stop using excuses to get laid
3) You may have nice intentions, but once unveiled...just keep it real, stop behaving like kids. Try to behave as adults would do.
4) Play the game with someone that is up for it, otherwise simply be ready to whip
5) Fortunately, I know the major leagues and....you're no more than understudies, mere ''entertainment''
6) We'll play by the rules, so...I'll let you know when I feel like reaching you out again, this time, it won't be other way around
7) ....and let's see if I feel like it (yes, we can be bitches too)
8) I'll stick to the ONE that KNOWS BEST
9) As Damien Rice quotes ''Woman like a Man'' sweeties...our era HAS COME TOO!!!
10) GAME ON!!!

Glow

2011-03-31T18:08:00.000-05:00

Because one single touch of yours, already makes me glow.

Temptation

2011-03-29T14:26:00.001-05:00

If there is a thing I always and will always question about, that will be temptation.
I haven't marbled yet how a person can place his/her protective (or repelling) shield up against it. I assume that as a mechanism of defense people, simply activate, but others do place it up, knowing exactly what kind of things they want to repeal from.

But how to do this with real knowing the cause of the initial rejection?

* I know, I need a psychologist or worst, a psychiatrist, gosh!
Lately or maybe not so ''lately'' I try focusing myself on a thing I call pure ''selfish'' experimentation, in theory it has worked ''good'' so far but at the end of the day, it has become a burden.
And literally not a good one.

This issue has been troubling my mind and I've been trying to get it for quite a while, unsuccessfully, of course.

Even though I've tried picturing familiar situations given along my daily life. I still, personally don't get it right.
How is it ''easy'' for others and strong not for me to "resist" the temptation of mankind (in general terms) in different ways or offers.
I'll like to know how did Michael Douglas was able to resist Sharon Stone's ''low instincts'' at 1st.
I've never finished watching that movie so I am not sure how it goes, but I assume he did grab his guts and pushed her back, there wouldn't have been much of a movie to deal with if he hadn't learn how to do it, right?

So gasping with what men would normally do, I guess he 1st had to ''give it a try and see what was all the fuzz about, right?'' Otherwise Sharon Stone's lusty attempts wouldn't have been the main description of the movie tittle, Am I wrong?
As I mentioned before I do not know how the movie goes nor ends with full accuracy, so I wish I knew Michael Douglas' character to take a few cups of coffee with him and ask him how was he able to deal with the fuzz and satisfy his curiosity in order to know if my ''so-called'' liberty to ''try and find out for myself'' is entirely right to do so at this particular moment in my life.
Should I take all as it comes and let it be? or should I restrict certain conducts offered by others?

Oh Michael Douglas...where are thou when needed?

Curiosidad

2011-03-15T01:18:00.005-05:00

Curiosidad
1. Deseo de saber o enterarse de una cosa = Interés
2. Interés por conocer los asuntos de los demás
3. Actitud Cuidadosa, ordenada o aseada = cuidado, primor, pulcritud
4. Cosa que cause interés, sorpresa o extrañeza = originalidad, rareza, singularidad
5. Cosa hecha con cuidado y esmero

Hay quienes consideran el ser curioso algo bueno y quienes otros que lo ven como algo malo.
Difícil de discernir me resulta a veces decirle a mi cabeza cuál es la mejor opción por escoger, si saberlo todo, llegar al fondo y descubrir cual o qué fue el detonante de esa incógnita inicialmente flotante; o simplemente dejarla flotar sin jamás saber que pudo ser.

Sin ser mucho el tiempo transcurrido, este año me ha dado reales cachetadas a las que fueron y son ahora parte de mi realidad, fantasmas que creí olvidados vuelven del más allá para recordarme lo que en un tiempo pudo ser y nuevas incógnitas se asoman con una quizás, demasiado tierna atmósfera para seducir mi curiosidad.

A veces me pregunto, ¿estará bien explorar nuevos cambios otra vez? ¿Me está permitido darme cierto tipo de licencias? ¿Es hora otra vez de faltar a la promesa propia y dejar que algo nuevo fluya?
Si bien no hay nada que me ate a una sola realidad, quizás el hábito y la costumbre de sentirme ok y bien en casa con lo que ya conozco y tengo me hace faltar incluso hasta la que es mi inconclusa carrera, mis nuevos aires de premisas curiosas me tocan la puerta y aún me niego a indagar lo suficiente quizás.
La pregunta que hoy ronda mi cabeza es ¿por qué?, cuando verdaderamente sé que dentro quiero saber.

No sé aún describirme a mí misma como una persona fácil de satisfacer con respuestas cortas, normalmente, siento que puedo tolerarlas, pero más allá no las siento complacientes ni completas. ¿Pero hasta dónde está permitido saber? ¿Hasta dónde es bueno saber y hasta dónde se posiciona esa valla entre lo que uno no debe conocer?

Hoy por hoy me siento entre un yoyo literato, siento que las escenas de Jane Eyre del libro de Charlotte Bronte al descubrir a la esposa de Mr. Rochester después de que este le pidiese matrimonio, fue demasiada curiosidad de su parte y con tener esto en su conocimiento sólo se hirió y le hizo daño a quién respetaba, admiraba y quería. Dado el otro lado, me siento entre Great Expectations de Charles Dickens, más quizás en las escenas de la película en las que Stella, deja muy en claro sus arrebatos y desinhibiciones contra Finn, me siento como ese indefenso y sorprendido Finn que va descubriendo las intenciones de otros para con él, al cual todo le es novedoso y más aún, sorpresivo.

Quisiera a veces tener una grandmother Willow como en Pocahontas y que me diga qué flecha de mi brújula interna he de seguir en base a mi curiosidad, para no herir a nadie y poder a su vez, saciar ese bichito implantado en mi, llamado, anhelos y ansias de mí curiosidad por más.
¿Es eso realmente tan malo? ¿Cuándo querer saber se tornó tan peligroso?

Final Fantasy

2011-03-14T02:55:00.000-05:00

Building up some fantasies,
setting our minds run free.

Royksopp - Only This Moment

2011-03-06T05:05:00.001-05:00

Only this moment (Holds us together)
Close to perfection (Nothing is out there)
No one to guide us (Lost in the senses)
Deep down inside I know our love will die
[OK]

Only this moment (Holds us together)
Lost in confusion (Feelings are out there)
Scared of the ocean (Doubting intentions)
Deep down inside I know our love will die
[OK]

Stay or forever go
Play or you'll never know
We haven't decided
You can't deny it?s all you've been waiting for
[OK]

Stay or forever go
Play or you'll never know
Your spirit's divided
You will decide if I'm all you've been waiting for

Got in my head
Have Been part of my twist
By the force of the nature
Revealing our fates
And our words don't make sense and I do understand,
Falling in love isn't part of our plan
Forces within me, makes reason with lust
But I try to accept it and not think it works
Because I know I might lose you by taking the chance
But love without pain isn't really romance
[OK]

Only this moment (Holds us together)
Close to perfection (Nothing is out there)
Always beside us (Trusting my senses)
Deep down inside (I know i will survive)

Only this moment (Holds us together)
Close to perfection (Nothing else out there)
Always beside us (Trusting my senses)
Deep down inside I know I will survive
[OK]

Un sincero "Te Quiero"

2011-03-01T23:18:00.004-05:00

Yo sé que ni tan dentro de mi, es obvio, irradio, exudio y demuestro todo eso que siento cuando logro ese momento compartido. Soy obvia, y ocultarlo ante algunos me cuesta y soy conciente de ello.

A veces, muy poco me importa ya que cuando estoy con esa persona, sólo quiero demostrarle cuan suya quiero ser.
Porciones, pedazos y pequeñas piezas me hacen ingerir cada partícula de su ser, que si bien él describe como no equivalentes, desvalanceadas y muchas veces injustas, no deseo pensar en ello.
Por el contrario, siento que todas aquellas miradas, visitas y flirteos, son la pieza perdida de un rompecabezas que a su lado, siempre puedo completar y es entonces cuando él también lo reconoce, sin necesidad de decirlo, son aquellas miradas que revelan todo, como decir "te estoy amando, ¿lo puedes sentir?" , sin nececidad alguna de pronunciar palabra alguna.

¿Cómo decirle que siento todo eso en él?
¿Como mantenerme firme y resistir? Cuando teniéndolo al lado ya siento mi estómago efervecer de emoción con una sola mirada. ¿Por qué para mi sus imperfecciones son tan seductoras y atrayentes?

Me gusta su adultez, su tristeza, su olor, sus jugueteos, sus actitudes, su seguridad y las expresiones en su rostro cada vez que intenta parecer serio conmigo.

Me pregunto muchas veces, ¿podré alguna vez "liberarme" de él?
Y sé bien que la respuesta es: "No quiero, ni pienso hacerlo, que sea él, el que decida liberarse de mi, porque yo quiero permanecer a su lado hasta que ya no sea más"

Que aquella insatisfacción mutua nos siga uniendo, que esas bromas internas nos sigan llenando los días para recordarnos cómo es que llegamos el uno al otro. Y así sea un sólo día de mes en mes, el recuerdo de tenerte conmigo a diario es permanente, y ese sentir de conocerte y ser parte de tu memoria, siempre me saca una sonrisa, porque ningún otro jamás logro hacerme sentir tan llena de emoción como tú lo logras en cada texto, en cada online, en cada "Hi", en cada "linda", en cada "vos", en cada mirada sospechosa y en cada vez que así sean minutos, intercambiamos discursos.
Saber de ti, me llena plenamente y coleccionar detalles tuyos es algo que siempre me hará inmensamente feliz, porque aunque batallemos con nuestras realidades, por más complicadas que unidas sean, olvido todo lo bueno y malo a tu lado, porque solo tú me haces sentir que nada afuera importa más que tú.

Quisiera ser sincera conmigo misma y seguir lo que dicta mi cabeza y esta dice que todos los medios que me conduzcan a quererte por el medio que sea, jamás dejarán de existir.
Sabiendo que no le decimos "amor", algo muy fuerte nos une y eso indescriptible es lo que más fuerte he podido sentir jamás por alguien. Sin ti, sin tu fuerza, sin tus virtudes, sin tus creaciones e ideas, sé que gran parte de mi mundo nunca volvería a ser el mismo.

Yo sé lo complejo de esto, lo sé bien; pero quiero seguir "creciendo" a tu lado y no quiero jamás decirte adiós, porque tú significas mucho más que oxígeno para mi existir.

Te quiero - por más común y simple que eso suene, pero sabes que es el más sincero sentimiento que siento por ti, Te admiro, deseo, respeto y amo.
Por más que puedan decir mil cosas; Sí, amo tenerte en mi vida, amo verdaderamente sentirme tuya y amo haberte conocido.

Natural Red Lips

2011-03-01T00:31:00.000-05:00

I love the new natural reddish voluptuous glow in my lips thanks to you and only you.